..my battle stance..

last friday, i received a call, from the unlikely city of Jambi, unlikely caller, my godmum. and moments later, a man spoke. a voice from someone i haven't seen for 18 years. if david found his soulmate in jonathan, i found mine 18 years ago in a boy called samuel. i loved to fight while he loved to accomodate. i was selfish while he was selfless. so i found him interesting, i guess. and my heart decided to make him my only friend. honestly i dunno if he felt the same, or if he still remembers me that much. but at least for me, that was the only time in my life i felt that way. so it's still interesting to expect our encounter come this November. and somehow there is this lil voice inside telling me, david will eventually meet samuel.

so the classic question for the above 25 singles popped up again yesterday. were they too fast in making up their decision, or am i too slow? well.. only time will tell (or probably stats will do). i am not sure if there is any research done to show the percentage of happy couple (the early vs the late decision makers). but so far i have been quite happy to give it a 'pass'. maybe only less than five times in this whole life i find myself thinking, 'sigh.. i just miss it' ^^

Posting ini jadi berasa kaya walking down memory lane hehe. Can't find clip for megaloman, pdhl pelem nya lmyn bagus ^^ Space Sheriff Sharivan!! Sayank ga pernah ntn Gaban gua.. Getter Robo! Anu... candy2 ^^ Ga semuanya Japanese.. ada jg TVRI punya pelem ky Mask And I haveeee.. theee... powerrrrrr thunder thunder thunder cats.. the cool silver hawks Dan sentai satu2nya yang gua cinta.. goggle V

Lion Maru.. my first encounter with pegasus Voltes v!! Nuff said. Chu Liu Xiang aka Pendekar Harum ^^ while i kind of give up my intention to be a mangaka, i haven't given up on the idea of being a wuxia writer.. thx to him

very likely, she is my next vocal sensei heh. (similar name, never seen the face before, so 70% chance) never had female teacher before. i was particularly interested because this lady wrote this song: have had short course with two gurus before, and i kinda prefer my first guru, though we only had two sessions ^^ i like him coz he is a hardcore rocker who looks like Wu Bai. too bad he went on to cut album and became busier as his fame rose.

I didn't really like SHE.. but over time, I guess the affinity grows and they are quite entertaining to watch at times =) unoriginal, yes. but entertaining. A poke at Jay Chou's here (No, the guy in the clip wasnt Ah Jay) And responding to Mayday's song there.. (the guys are fahreinheit's boys) Ermm.. not sure what they are doing here.. but quite nice as well Naturally, i like Hebe the most. Typical? Who cares? =)

- every dog has its day - a broken clock is right twice a day morale of the story? even if your last 364 days have been miserable, it could be that today is YOUR DAY. expect greatness!

Oh Aerith.. the definition of beauty ^^

ne.. ne.. if.. and only if.. i begin to smile foolishly, at the idea of us being together, what will you do?

the other day talked to my fellow 'captain', i am sorry capt.. that it didn't work. but at least, i hope you got it now when i told you that.. there are just things that are so fundamental that i can't tolerate. that's when we know for sure we'll never end up with this or that person. even if he/she has tons of other plus points. on the other hands, he/she could have tons of minus points but if the crucial points are there.. why not? =) aye capt.. keep going!

in football manager game, we have young players with amazing potential and ability, we call them wonderkids. now if you look at our arsenal kids, how they trashed the blades 6-0, with their average age of 19! how many wonderkids do we have? i am sure at least, there is one in carlos vela ;)

Yasuko to Kenji another entertaining dorama on mysoju. recommended. (though not as good as 'My Boss My Hero').

oh the dinosaur of boysband.. New Kids on the Block Prove that you are somewhat past your teen days? if you love this-> CLICK more than Summertime, their new song.

from Nyongi's nick: 'good judgment comes from experience, experience comes from bad judgment' how true is that =) i thank God that i got somewhat 'cheated' in my first business venture. that's business' 'hello world' for me. it underlines the stark difference between writing a programming code, and running a business. but it is in such uncertainties that God shows me what it means when He says He goes to battle on my behalf. alfred, my client and friend, asked me, "it feels like going to war isn't it, everytime you go into a meeting to close a case?" i never thot of that.. but yeap.. that's very true. every bad judgment that we made, every battle that we lost, taught us something valuable. and it proves to us that God may allow his children to run into troubles and enemies, but never to surrender to them. temptation to give in will test our resolve every day. but.. aren't we children of the Mighty One? let your knee bow to no on...

Heh my sodara gave me this link -> CLICK now this song is good! the kind that i dun mind listening to all nite long ;)

many times we wonder why a woman could fall in love, and stay in love with a man that doesn't seem to be compatible for her. vice versa. and i begin to wonder.. if that's hereditary. it's in the gene.. because our God himself.. has loved us. regardless of everything. and he stays in love with us.

Read the part of 'Facing Your Giants' on david and jonathan's friendship. i read the story some years ago, and couldnt understand, how could jonathan's friendship meant more to david than anything, how could his love for david was far more wonderful than any woman's love. but i read it few days ago, and i guess i could somewhat understand it now, partly. a true friendship like jonathan's is precious, very. it's not something defined by the number of weekends you spend together, or the number of sms you send each other daily, or the number of pics you take together. it's something that goes beyond your mutual social circle, or mutual interest. it's the willingness to walk with you irregardless. and maybe.. not everyone could provide such friendship. it takes certain character. it takes a jonathan.

One year from now. God.. open up the path. I want to make another leap of faith. Yosshhh!!!!! I can do ALL things thru Christ who gives me strength.

I dunno how i missed this drama but now i got chance to catch its replay whenever i found myself relaxing at home during the weekend. It's like one of the best, the very best, mediacorp drama i have watched so far. Good storyline and strong casts. And felicia chin certainly shines in this one heh.. she exudes that kind of aura that makes her special. and if you compare that to her character as "mei ren yu".. she has quite a talent, I must say. The wonderful thing about this drama is that most of us will root for Jin Long, the main character who joins the 'dark force' because we could see the color of his heart. That's what good drama supposed to be, in my opinion. Yes Jin Long is a bookie, and a pimp at Geylang, but he has code of honour. And Kai Qie (I hate this character ever since he was still a boy), is a policeman with skeletons in his cabinet. And the worst thing you could do to this drama is to make Jin Long turn away from his dark path, becomes a polic...

tear has to fall, we have to grief, heart has to break, we have to part. hope has to rise, we have to stand, life has to shine, we have to love.