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In future.. Let's not be friends

in the mood to write hah!
and this mellow song certainly inspires and lend me some words.



fearing to disturb this peaceful equilibrium,
i put on my 'best-friends-forever' face.
pretending to listen, to understand, to be still..
i wrapped the chaos inside me with perfect alibis.

at times i would become greedy,
your smile melted my fences, my alibis undone,
all i wanted was to be with you, with or without reason
"can I hug you?" kept on pounding inside till it hurts

if there is a future, scenes of you and I,
let's not be friends there, what do you say?
for once let me be brave, let me be selfish..
for once let me not whisper, let me say this out loud..

if there is a future, chapters of you and I,
let's not be friends then, what do you say?
for once let me be brave, let me be the man..
to hold your hand and fill your heart.

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