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Where Art Thou

Teach us to number our days aright,
that we may gain a heart of wisdom (Psalm 90:12)

Some say that the question for david is not:
"why did you sleep with Bathsheba?"
but rather
"why were you not among your armies in the battlefield?"
so it's not the question of "why did you do that?"
but it's of "why were you even there?"

But maybe, even more accurately.. it's not
"why are you here?"
but..
"are you supposed to be here now?"

Many times the question is not whether we are in the right place,
it's not whether it's right for us to be or not to be in certain place..
but whether..
it is the right time to be or not to be there.

there is time for everyting, it is said.
there is time for kings to rest,
but definitely spring was not the time for david to rest.
it was the time for war.

there is time for us to be seen in a pub or bar or night club, trust me.
there is even time for us to be absent from church, heh.

when we understood the limit of our days,
we will become wise, and we will know how to make the best out of every day.

i am guilty of many wrong decisions in my time management,
and many times, the wrong decisions led me to sin and failure to serve His purpose.

so i am sorry God.. for wasting the days You have blessed me with.
and i am thankful.. for the grace that is ever sufficient for me.

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