..my battle stance..

there are times when people are being kind, coz they try to make up for something. you could have told them 'there is no need to do that'. but maybe sometimes it's better to pretend that you don't know what they are trying to do. so that they would feel better. and life goes on.

26. It's like the 2nd chapter of life. Asssuming we live for 75 yrs.. I am now embarking on the next 25 years of life. The first chapter was about parents, childhood, sibling, school, puppy loves, loves, and a lil bit of work. The second chapter.. I guess its about family still, and work, love, marriage, children and money. Well that's the typical route. But I still hope that its really about dream fulfilled, a life partner, and all the best of my time with God. If I were to waste my life for Him.. this is truly the time- it is probably the best part of my life. Coz I really want to live to be remembered. Even if I am not THAT outstanding today.. I still want to live to be remembered. Back to the word 'birthday'.. Last year I listed down all those who wished me happy bday but this year.. its kinda tough coz it happened to be Sunday and met a lot of ppl and u know.. anyway.. Thanks to everyone who remembers.. I know I am lousy with this kinda stuff.. I often forgot peopl

I am very sad today @_@ Took no. 54 as usual to my office.. halfway, a mother with her 4-5 years old lil boy got up and the mother sat beside me. Anddd.... the boy started grumbling. "I dun want to sit with the UNCLE" AGAINNN and AGAINNN and AGAINNN..... and its not like he was whispering lor... everyone nearby could hear that and the girl sitting on the opposite side moved in to give space. AND I dunno why his mum took so long to move him there. ALSO, why did she need to specifically ask: "do you want to sit there?" Of course that lil boy nodded. Darn.. I would have smacked down the boy if we are in a cartoon world -_- Heh but seriously.. maybe its time to admit that I am slowly but surely stepping into the realm of 'uncles' and 'aunties'. Now.. I only need to make sure that I got to marry a beautiful auntie.

So here are few holiday options we can go for: 1. Guilin and Yangtze river, China 2. Scandinavia 3. Caribbean Hmm.. why does option 1 sounds so out of place? Yet it could be the one I go for.. coz no 2 and 3 would do much more damage to my saving. We gotta see another part of the world this year. And by another part, I mean somewhere beyond south east asia.

I am losing my melancholic sense lately. Seriously. And I just couldn't give myself a time to sit down and blog away without worry. Jobs and my ministry commitment are always on my head. I kinda miss the part of my brain that supplies me with all kind of wonderful, useless, and amusing thoughts. At this rate, it will be tough to be the next Jay Chou before I reach 30 ^^ Missed out on '300' but nevermind.. we watched 200 pounds beauty and believe it or not, the biggest reason I wanted to watch the movie was the scene where Kim Ah-Joong got up to sing Maria heh. But overall its a very good movie heh. Quite touching also towards the end. My only complain is the relationship between her and the guy.. it was never convincing. Had our first blessed' bbq last friday at rancu's place. Woah tanglin view is sooo nice... thxx ran for being such a good host. Love the folks. Love the food.. and our chef was certainly doing a good job. So sad that some of you will have to leave t

I have been asked at least five times.. 'so do you regret moving to this new place?' Well.. I didn't regret it. My time was over. I was living easy life for 1.5 years and I couldn't stay that way. So I moved. But few weeks here, I realise one thing. This is also not where I belong. Nothing to do with the workload, the boss, or whatever. I mean.. I think this learning curve is really good for me. It was a shock to my system but it was a good thing. I just kept learning everyday. There were so much to learn. And my boss.. she is rather interesting. You always learn from her.. she really knows a lot. But.. ultimately.. It doesn't mean that I belong here. Coz I think this 'where I belong' issue has nothing to do with the quality of the place, the salary, or career prospect. At least now I understand this. We watched 'freedom writers' last Sunday. I thot not many would be interested so to have 11 people was fantastic heh. As always, rancu palink dependabl

Waktu terus menambah laju, kau dan aku, kita terus terseret ragu. Atau mungkin, sekedar mengulur waktu. Menanti kepastian yang seperti dulu. tapi cerita dulu.. bukan tentang kita.

He died for me, whom He had not seen. So I'd live for Him.. whom I have not seen.. yet.

Woah.. finally.. I am done with flash and all those presentation stuff. Good riddance ^^ But honestly, I am at the same time thankful that I got to do this project. At least I can now say that three weeks into my new job - I had taken part in preparing my CEO annual ministry speech - I have had my dinner tabao-ed by my CEO - and I had seen all those ended well. My CEO stood out with his colorful slides and everyone were happy. He personally thanked us for the effort. Yeah =D and I thank GOd and my great teammates who really worked hard to make sure it got delivered. And I had outdone myself yet again. I fell asleep yesterday as our Minister was delivering his speech. ANd I was sitting in the first row coz I had to control the presentation slide. Win oredi -_- The lady MC was staring at me in that 'i am gonna eat you alive' kinda way. Can't help it.. I was soo tired. Anyway.. Now my real job starts and it seems that it will not be easier than the flash presentation. Move!

Old skul hiphop, and one of my all time fave. The song came to my mind as I was talking to my bro bout the new movie, 'Freedom Writers'.. which is so my type of movie. And Hilary Swank is.. so my type too..somehow ^^