..my battle stance..

facebook is a scary stuff, i thought since they made fun of me, i should just make fun of it too. i underestimated the facebook power. i only had my fun for few hours and it became too much. but .. this is truly the first birthday for me that.. i technically got into relationship. it still feels weird haha. i didn't know why i asked her if she wanted to be my gf, and why she would say yes. i thought to myself, "hey.. this is a game, so now that we are 'in relationship', how r we suppose to end this? someone got to laugh and end it. but she remained serious and if i were to laugh it off, wouldn't it be rude?" but you people are truly choosing a very dangerous candidate for this game.

gua jadian lohhh hari ini!!! setelah 8 taon!!

owen n the genk have been tagging a lot of oldies photos on facebook. and the more i look at those pic.. the more i feel nostalgic n emo -_- but i also feel very very proud. bcoz i really couldn't have imagined to be in any other family, i am glad i chose nus, glad we started the youth service, and glad that we had such a long lasting cellgroup. these ppl are really the very best that i have ever met. kau begitu sempurna

fish liver oil: if u buy a orchard home, fish liver oil: pls marry me me: so u want to marry me for my house? fish liver oil: no of cos. fish liver oil: i like u. fish liver oil: but i like yr house too. me: but if u manage to get ur orchard house 1st me: pls consider marry me fish liver oil: hahah okok deal done @_@ no wonder rimbun call you 'crazy gal'. heh.. but its fun to talk to you. it's fun when you know u r talkin to 'crazy lil devil' who can't be bothered to appear otherwise.

Another case closed and I was so happy, nervous, that.. I had four Option Letter with me, and I used up all of them because I kept making mistake, writing the wrong number etc. I couldn't believe it. I never brought anyone to see the house before, and I never brought the buyer to see any other house before. The buyer told me I was lucky. The seller said the same. I suppose lucky is good, but what makes me feel good was to know that.. my Lord has given me His favor, his approval. that means so much more than all the numbers. It was so smooth that I was worried.. worried that something would go wrong somehow. Because I never believed in my luck. And I have had barren months for too long. But I am relearning to believe. Believe that I am favored and loved. Believe that everyone deserve to be trusted. And I will learn to be more gracious. Thank you Jesus.

setelah sekian lama absen ntn bleach, akhirnya kembali ntn dan kembali menemukan rasa suka sama anime yg satu ini. some of the characters there kickass. ternyata i really come to a point where, i no longer feel like watching anime that much.. that's sad.

Taken from indosing forum: Bagi para animators dan filmmakers, COKE ZERO VIDEO CONTEST Coke Zero® is looking for the best Video/Animation which captures it´s tagline "It´s possible!" Stand a chance to win SGD10,000 and have your work broadcast in local television! Submit your entries from 04.03 until 01.05.2009. For more information, visit: http://en.eyeka.asia/partner/cokezero this one sounds interesting..

there was time when we sang the song 'deeper in love', week after week, and tear rolled down my cheek every time we sang that song. and then came a time when we had too much of the song, so we sang the song lesser, and eventually, we only sing this song once in a blue moon. but that song remains one of the worship songs that.. you know.. you can just tell that it was written by some truly God-loving hearts. just as the song 'healer' was written by a desperate prodigal son. so to me, personally, no matter what happen to the person(s) who wrote the song, it is crazy to ban a song just because the writer makes mistake later on in his life, especially if you were once so blessed by these songs. i don't understand. it is by God's grace, not by solomon's unblemished life, that three of the flawed king's books made it into our bible. if this is how we treat our very own co-workers, how do we show grace to the other?

Okay, now i got the top 5 emotional needs of man and woman (in context of marriage) jotted down. Kong Hee shared this based on a book that he read, so this is not necessarily biblical, and not necessarily the case for every person. Humans are special anyway. Women's Emotional Needs: 1. Affection- treat them like your most precious, caress them 2. Conversation- they have 30,000 words they need to use everyday, so talk to them. 3. Honesty and openness- yes, tell them everything, no secret. 4. Financial support- got it? 5. Family commitment- take part in educating the child, spend time with your family. Yeah.. the ladies were nodding their heads as Kong Hee went thru their needs. Men's Emotional Needs: 1. Sexual Fulfillment- ehem.. believe it. 2. Recreational Companionship- when we are done talking, can we play PS3 together? 3. Attractive spouse- yeah, God looks into the heart but you aren't marrying God 4. Domestic support- honey, where's my tie? 5. Admiration- yeah, we n

Yeah.. thank God for another strike ^^ unexpected, unbelievable bunch of 'clients'. i feel guilty that today i didn't even had time for a morning prayer. i took longer than usual to drag myself out of bed -_- God.. i know You are surely gracious, so even though i skipped my quiet time, please take care of today's case as well, and make me a reliable and good helper for them. your mercy and goodness follow us all the day of our lives. amen!! and now that i am back home, it feels as if i don't even have an ounce of strength left in me. like a jelly.. which reminds me of the jelly monster in 'monster vs alien' who tried to woo a pudding. one of the must-watch animations for 2009.

For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life through Christ Jesus our Lord- Romans 6:23 I have underestimated the value of life, and the significance of death. I definitely have underestimated the weight of my sins. And along with that.. I failed to realise the greatness of the cross. today He opened my eyes, to the rottenness of my soul, to the wickedness of my mind, truly a whore, truly a bastard. yet though i deserve death, He conquered the death, so that I would live. Truly alive.. thank you Lord. No wonder they call you Savior.

I met with one of my high school friend, El. He is now doing well with Tiens, the new Amway. (Well every MLM member will tell you that they are doing well, but I think my friend is really doing well). He has always been an easy going and interesting person. So I am not surprised. If you have interest in MLM and looking for a good mentor, he may be one. Let me know ;) We discussed a lot about our line in general. And he mentioned some good points like.. this is just a number game. You gain some, you lose some. I used to pin my hope on deals that involve my close friends, only to lose them in the end. And I close deal with the ones that I didn't expect. After a while, I get used to SMS that goes like this: 'Sorry but we have found a place'. So after more than 18 months, I am learning to count my blessing. I am thankful for so many friends who have been so supportive. I learn to appreciate the experience, the journey itself, rather than just the outcome. So if you have an egg.

Just read Kong Hee's take on tattoo on his blog. What he said was actually a very simple truth, yet I wonder why some people can't seem to understand. God has a very high standard. But his standard has little to do with your physical appearance, he has little concern with what eyes could see. So there is no need to try too hard, just so that you look decent and good. you will never be good enough. Instead.. why not be fragile, risky and yet truthful, that would be lovely.

^^ she took my breath away ^^ handsome suit has everything i look for in a japanese drama comedy. manga type jokes, kawaii girls, and nice songs. Handsome Suit uses this song for OST, but the clip is taken from Keiko's another dorama, Mop Girl.

Criticism is only as good as the person who says it. Too often we are brought down by negative comments coming out from the mouth of those not worthy of our attention. And praise too.. is only as good as the person who says it. In American Idol, it is obvious to see that most contestants don't really care about what that 'lady judge' says. They simply wait for Simon's comment. It is important not to overestimate ourselves. And it is equally important not to underestimate ourselves.

Another Good Friday Another Rainy Day. All for love the Father gave, for only love could make a way.. All for love the heaven cried, for love was crucified.

I like Matt G's performance for the week. For the last 2-3 weeks, it feels to me that Matt G is one of those talented performers that will be sacrificed. It will be a crime to see him eliminated before those girls but it could well be the case. As for Adam, I haven't changed my opinion on him. He makes this season interesting. He is a performer, a genius clown with dozens of costumes and tricks. He is like a new mutant that has never been spotted seasons before (I may be wrong).

I like this year's Bible Camp's theme: Saturate. It may not be a flashy one, but it has purpose and depth. I only hope that everything in the camp is geared towards its very theme. Because many of us seriously need that. At least that's what I catch from the theme. We questioned many things about this camp (you know what I mean). But we have had camps with great speakers, good and not so good speakers, camps with fun games, and not so fun ones, camps with manifestation of God's presence.. And yet the issue is.. at the end of the day, is whether someone, even just one person, is changed once and for all thru the camp. Anyweizz... all the best to the committee.. thanks for the hard work guys, and... Let God take over.

Okay..i think this one is interesting. I like the suit heh.

A disappointment. It has some funny moments but overall, it is a waste of Ken'ichi Matsuyama's talent. He portrayed the character well, his acting was fine, but the movie is a forgettable one. Maybe 'Handsome Suit' will be a better movie.

Just watched it at mysoju. That prince from Goong is playing. He is the boss of a cake cafe, and his chef is a gay with 'demonic charm' who used to be in love with him when they were at high school. But this is not a gay movie. The movie has no babe to look at though -_-

"Imagine I have an egg", the monk said. "And I want to drop this egg three feet without breaking it. How do I do that?" Ponder on this question for a little while.. and the answer will come to you naturally.

I never even realized so many people were there protecting me. The important thing was that I had to lose them to realize it. ******** Thanks to Hikari for this one. Now this is one of my favorite quotes. It reminds me of my mum heh. She was a fragile woman but her protecting arms were wider than the sky. I could never have done what she did. never.

Just randomly blogwalked and found this blog by a 15 years old. her writing is unexpectedly enjoyable. but maybe i am biased because of the writer's name =)