..my battle stance..

When I was about to prepare songs for worship leading at Tung ling, I thought about my Dean who loves hymns. And I don't have hymn this time around. When I was about to tell my parents of my plan for next step, they were faster to tell me something that basically the opposite of my next step. When I was trying to share about my burden with others, well.. I regretted doing so many times. Instead of helpful counsel, you got judgment. I am concerned.. that Dean would not like the songs. that my parents would be disappointed with what I was about to tell them. that others would think badly of me. but I am convinced.. that what God like.. is more important. that what God want.. is more important. that what God think.. is more important. that God.. is more than enough

Just when you thought you have mastered the steps, He shows you the whole new moves you never knew before. This journey of faith is never boring. The journey of getting out of the boat, of walking on the water, of drowning occasionally, and being picked up by His strong and gentle hand.. is never dull. The only time it gets boring is when the water has calmed down, and we move back to the safe and comfortable boat. And we forget the excitement of walking on the water. Yeah I have become afraid of trouble and difficulty. All we ask for is a long peaceful journey on still water. Or even better.. we just want to stay safe at the harbor and see the day pass by. Yet all we need to soar.. is that bit of storm, and His ever present hand to pick us up. How comforting it is to know that His grace is sufficient for us. And His strength is made perfect in our weaknesses. What a grace.. what an undeserved favor.

been a fruitful week. by Your grace alone... my Lord is my good shepherd. i shall not be lacking..