..my battle stance..

In the language of jin yong fans, This is one of those moments when I wish I have Huang Rong by my side. Oh well..

Shalom Sehubungan dengan waktu dan jumlah orang yang punya hati/ berminat/ mampu untuk latihan choir sangat minim dalam perayaan Paskah (Kematian dan Kebangkitan Tuhan Yesus yang telah menyelamatkan kita semua.......) Maka Choir dibatalkan. Oh my...

Today's meeting went well, thank God. We counselled the daughter, and I passed the dad my dtz name card heh. I do wish I have a trustworthy and reliable partner in sg and in Jakarta. Or at least, in one of them. Now I am juggling between the two cities. But most importantly now, I pray that this signal the breakthrough that we so desperately need. If I do keep a good book keeping like bombie does, And if I do have a 70% saving ratio, I would have needed sleeping pills by now ^^ Well..a lot of things have happened recently. I can only pray that we all sail thru this storm by His grace. I'm sorry too that I am far from perfect. At times, I really have no idea what I should do. So much for being 'wise'. Moment like this remind of VOG song: kusadari.

When you're kids, no problem is too complicated for you to share. I remember I always took time to tell my mum my day at school every time I reached home. But when you grow up, you encounter moment when.. You don't know whom to share your burden with. Not even your parents. And in some occasions, especially your parents. At times your best option is the lesser evil thing to do. at times you simply made a big mess that you have no way to justify yourself. You just have to take the shooting, bite the bullet. When you have nothing to say. When you have no one to lean on. You can only wait upon the Lord, in quietness and trust.

Moteki is the period is one's life when the person becomes most attractive to the opposite sex. This is the title of the currently showing Japanese movie- Love Strikes. The story revolves around an unattractive nerd whose season of moteki strikes at the most depressing low period of his life. The next thing he knows, he got 4 beautiful girls to choose from. Heh.. Japanese always have weird terms and weird ideas. But it got me thinking. A korean actress once said that she believed woman hit the peak of their beauty at the age of 24. So that should be women's moteki, generally. And what about guys? I hope it's not at the age of 40 heh.

The movie I am looking forward to is "Salmon Fishing in the Yemen". The screenwriter of Slumdog Millionaire. That sure raises some expectation. The trip I SOO Looking forward to is Isarel. So many times when I tell a friend about the trip, I will invariably get one of the following responses: -it's so expensive -it's not safe, or.. -why don't we go to xxxx instead? Well, they gotta realise that Israel is more than just a holiday trip. It's so much more than that. And as for my intention to build my base in Indonesia.. somehow there is still no breakthrough, be it business opportunity or ministry calling. strangely.. it's in Sg that I find openings in both matters. Teaching KOM (or SOM, or whatever it's called now), is 1 thing that comes into picture and it really interests me. And there is another form of 'teaching' that comes into picture too. Oh my.. Well God.. I've never walked on water, but if it's You.. do call me and, I will walk ...

seems like it's a trend now to get angmoh looking chinese to sing. this song is good tho.

lately I have been meditating a lot on the word 'joy'. in prayer time, in ways I do not understand, I learn that when we come in humility before the Lord, we find an explicable joy as we find ourselves drowning in His love. when we set aside our concern for the lacks, when we set aside our fear for the unknowns, when we take time to simply abide in His love, and allow Him to abide in us, that's when His joy becomes our joy. And our joy becomes complete. and it occurs to me that Christ, even now, is rejoicing all the time over us! He rejoices for two reasons. He rejoices because He knows that He Has Conquered the World. It is Done. It is FINISHED. The battle was won. it was game over for the dark side. Nothing could've undone His work on the cross. in our eyes, it seems like a never ending battle against sin. it seems like an ever changing destiny, where one day we feel like we are heaven-bound and the other day, we are not so sure. But in Jesus' eyes, our destiny is...