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Another case closed and I was so happy, nervous, that.. I had four Option Letter with me, and I used up all of them because I kept making mistake, writing the wrong number etc.

I couldn't believe it. I never brought anyone to see the house before, and I never brought the buyer to see any other house before.

The buyer told me I was lucky. The seller said the same.

I suppose lucky is good, but what makes me feel good was to know that..
my Lord has given me His favor, his approval.
that means so much more than all the numbers.

It was so smooth that I was worried.. worried that something would go wrong somehow.
Because I never believed in my luck.
And I have had barren months for too long.

But I am relearning to believe.
Believe that I am favored and loved.
Believe that everyone deserve to be trusted.

And I will learn to be more gracious.

Thank you Jesus.

Comments

wei said…
congrats, heard the good news from John...truly God's favor will upon His people :)
12:02 AM
phoenix chix said…
hohoh thank you wid..
amen!!
11:03 AM
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