All along.
That's the lesson I've been getting lately.
I was panicking yesterday when I realised that run out of namecard and yet I was there at the showflat already.
So I quickly searched high and low for extra namecard stocks in my car, wallet, everywhere.
To no avail.
So I rushed back home to pick up a box of namecards, went back to the showflat bla bla bla.. only to discover, eventually, that:
1. I had extra namecards inside the very suit I have been wearing all day long.
2. I didn't get the chance to serve anyone anyway, coz my shift ended at 5pm and it was a quiet day at the showflat.
And on the same day..
I messaged a company for the cheque that they supposed to have sent a month ago. But I haven't received it. Their answer is: We don't have any record of the cheque anymore. please sign an indemnity form and ask your director to sign too, for us to reissue the cheque.
I was like !#%!#$%@!#
First.. they misspelled my name on the cheque. That was after they took 2 months to pass me the cheque. And because of misspelling, they took another 3 weeks to send me the cheque. I never got it. Now they want me to sign the bloody form, and get my director's signature too. They thought it was so easy.
So anyway.. after a stress therapy by my dearest ^^ I cooled down, got the stuff signed, and waited till today, this morning, to call the person and ask for the next step. I was expecting a troublesome journey to their isolated office in my menu today.
But before I did that.. a voice told me to go thru all the letters again..
and tadaa...
there it was.. a brown envelope that magically.. was never spotted before.
The very envelope.. I had been 'waiting', grumbling, looking for.
So what to do? Apologise lah.. for this stupidity.. and I apologise to my brain, for stressing it uselessly.
And in between the two events..
was an event.. midnight in the carpark.. inside my car.
Where.. my spirit.. searched high and low..
for an answer..an assurance..
that He too.. has always been here.. by my side.. in my team.. all along.
And I know today that...
it's AFFIRMATIVE!!
And that's all I need to know.
That's the lesson I've been getting lately.
I was panicking yesterday when I realised that run out of namecard and yet I was there at the showflat already.
So I quickly searched high and low for extra namecard stocks in my car, wallet, everywhere.
To no avail.
So I rushed back home to pick up a box of namecards, went back to the showflat bla bla bla.. only to discover, eventually, that:
1. I had extra namecards inside the very suit I have been wearing all day long.
2. I didn't get the chance to serve anyone anyway, coz my shift ended at 5pm and it was a quiet day at the showflat.
And on the same day..
I messaged a company for the cheque that they supposed to have sent a month ago. But I haven't received it. Their answer is: We don't have any record of the cheque anymore. please sign an indemnity form and ask your director to sign too, for us to reissue the cheque.
I was like !#%!#$%@!#
First.. they misspelled my name on the cheque. That was after they took 2 months to pass me the cheque. And because of misspelling, they took another 3 weeks to send me the cheque. I never got it. Now they want me to sign the bloody form, and get my director's signature too. They thought it was so easy.
So anyway.. after a stress therapy by my dearest ^^ I cooled down, got the stuff signed, and waited till today, this morning, to call the person and ask for the next step. I was expecting a troublesome journey to their isolated office in my menu today.
But before I did that.. a voice told me to go thru all the letters again..
and tadaa...
there it was.. a brown envelope that magically.. was never spotted before.
The very envelope.. I had been 'waiting', grumbling, looking for.
So what to do? Apologise lah.. for this stupidity.. and I apologise to my brain, for stressing it uselessly.
And in between the two events..
was an event.. midnight in the carpark.. inside my car.
Where.. my spirit.. searched high and low..
for an answer..an assurance..
that He too.. has always been here.. by my side.. in my team.. all along.
And I know today that...
it's AFFIRMATIVE!!
And that's all I need to know.
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