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week of being villain

So finally it's Sabbath.
How wonderful God is.. to have a 'resting day' as one of His Ten Commandments.
That goes to show how even when He gave Israelites the Law, He had them in mind.

Sabbath has been particularly meaningful this week because it has been such a stormy week.

It began on ascending mode from Monday to Tuesday and suddenly Wednesday came and Bang!

Every single mistake that I made was 'punished'.
Every time there was chance for important things to go wrong, it went wrong.
And being a broker or middle man, you just have to bite the bullet, take the punch and be the scapegoat for everyone at times.
Everyone demands explanation and result from you.
And no one would stand for you unless he gains something.

But God is close to the brokenhearted, isn't He?

The hardship endured at Bedok Residences bore fruits eventually.
And it was not even because of my hard work, God simply made it happen in the way only He knows how.

Also,
The constant terror aka Mr OI, calmed down eventually.
I let my colleague down big time on Wed, I don't know how that can be solved but I suppose I could only apologise and accept that I was the bad guy there.

But at the same times, I made friend with a nice couple who just invited me for dinner at Thaitanic after we had viewing today.
And I think it went pretty well with my friend's mom in law too. Which is great.
Even this OI, somehow I think we can be friends hah. Well, we are both born in 1981 for a start :D

Fwah... what a week.
And what an ending.
in my lowest point something from within urged me to sing the Desert Song.
In every season,
God i still God.

Indeed.

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