..my battle stance..

actually I never really knew her. but she used to be in the same church with me for a while. so somehow.. I know her. somethingg like that. its somehow entertaining to watch.

"do you know what this means? it means you completely expose your throat to someone you can't trust, yet you have no way of avoiding it." - Mr Xiang indeed Mr Xiang, indeed.

Heaven will solve our problems, but not, I think, by showing us subtle reconciliations between all our apparently contradictory notions. The notions will all be knocked from under our feet. We shall see that there never was any problem.  - CS Lewis, Grief Observed yesterday was a problematic one. What could go wrong did go wrong. But hey, I am still in one piece after all. and there are still ways to solve the 'problems'. So it's not so bad. And did something for the first time in my life too. Attended the young adult service hah. today I did another, Attending Stephen Tong gospel rally. The very same rally that my mom went to as a teenager :) forgetting what lies behind, straining forward to what lies ahead. (Phil 3:13) she never forgot this verse spoken by Stephen Tong. probably 40 years ago? looking back there were many things I wish I had done differently. or wish I had made a different choice. 'if only I didn't go that way, I would not...

Came across this drama on TV. Half willing to watch as the title is just too.. discouraging. Not a fan of tragedy love story. But Chen Qiao En is one of the few actresses whose acting I enjoy watching a lot. Can't believe she is 36 @_@ And Huang Xiao Ming is just good at playing a badass like his character in Cruel Romance. I suspect these two's love story will end in the most cruel and tragic manner hah. Oh crap.

first of all.. i have won free tics from this lovely website for the 3rd (or is it 4th?) time! halleluyah! I won free screening for some artsy French movies before. this time tho, its a rather mainstream K-movie. see you tomorrow Jeon Ji Hyun! You gotta love that sassy girl. Thank you God ^__^ Been thinking about being happy. or the ability to make someone happy. how important is it? In this life.. you will meet someone with whom you feel deeply happy about. that someone without whom you suspect you will no longer know how to be truly happy. that very someone you wish you can bring happiness to. you wish you are that person's greatest source of happiness. because that is exactly how you feel about that person. but as fate will have it.. you will come to learn a precious lesson. you don't get to control much in life. inevitably, you will learn that no matter what you do, you can never control another person's heart or happiness. and similarly, y...

"you must be very upset then?" she thought for a while. "not really. I just felt drained ." i find myself nodding in agreement with her. that is quite a trouble. more troublesome than being upset indeed.

yeah thank God! we just managed to get an 'Option' for my listing at CCK. ^_____________^ It was not easy. we took months. the market was not in our favor. neither was time. we raced against time, in fact. and I feel sorry for my friend who has entrusted me to help him with this. but we finally got our buyer two days ago :)) The process is still ongoing. Not fully completed yet. But just like before.. we commit this to our Lord Jesus. He is always, always.. our very present help in time of need. for many years I have mostly been doing private sales. I had my doubt when my friend asked me to help him with marketing of his hdb flat. and I openly admitted to him that CCK is not exactly an area I was familiar with either. but I knew that God is with my friend, and He is with me. So yeah.. let's do it. I thought. And after working on this listing.. suddenly I start getting friends who ask me to help marketing their hdb flats. This has not happened for the...

so after JP spoke about the year of restoration, today Mr Ocampo shared about the prophetic claim that this is the year of divine reversal. that certainly sounds great.- the divine reversal. I don't want to be too much into the numbers thing. but spiritually I do sense that it's true. that this is the season of restoration. and by faith I see that it is happening. the thing is I am not even sure how much was stolen from me. all these years. but i know that I have lost much. far.too.much. so.. there you go. counter attack time. Over to you.. Lord of hosts.

September marks the beginning of the -ber months. The origin of the word is Latin word for seven. So.. here's to the realisation of a perfect and wholesome restoration in Jesus. Still proclaiming by faith that this year is the year of restoration. Here's a faith that refuses to 'get real'.  Oh yeah!