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journal: a little praise

blogging was the last thing in my mind tonight.
but sleeping doesn't feel right.. yet.
so here I am.

as it turns out, 2017 has gradually led me to another valley.
valley of uncertainty, of anxiety and fear.

while this is not the first time i have to deal with financial difficulty,
this is certainly the first time everything seems to happen at the same time.
from my parents health situation to my daily need to my near future plan of settling down

It feels like something huge is going to happen.
It could either be a major crisis.. or a major breakthrough.
And I am reminded of the simple words that I received at the beginning of the year.
'Respond with Praise'.

It is not easy really. and at times I feel like I am running on empty.
But here I am.. back on my knees. Asking God to help me to respond right.
To bring Him my highest praise even as I walk into the lowest point of my journey.
And to see His promise prevails.

The very thing my eyes have not seen. That which my ears have not heard of.
The wonder which is beyond my wildest imagination.
Jesus... i thank You for leading me there now.. what a season this will turn out to be.

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