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journal: a little update

wow I am actually back to this blog.
between Apr 27 2018 and now.. what has happened?

I officially proposed to my girlfriend (wah.. trust me you gonna miss that word),
got married, and..

became a dad.
yeah.. all in a matter of less than 2 years.

now when you consider the fact that in 2015 I would not have the slightest idea how things would turn out, it just goes to show how life changes in a blink.

How is married life?
Well.. I am one of those who has pretty pragmatic view when it comes to marriage.
I have seen enough to know that relationship is messy.
So.. I must say marriage has been way way better than my expectation hah..

For example.. I knew that my wife is a smart woman.
I knew some of her shortcoming too.. (and there are some I didn't know till we got married, of course)
BUT... here's the big bonus. I didn't know she can be that adorably funny in her own way.
Not funny like a standup comedian funny but.. you know.. she makes me laugh.

Trust me.. that matters. a lot.

and parenthood?
so let me first admit that I have not been grateful enough with this blessing of parenthood.
when you don't feel like you have fought hard for something, you don't really realise its worth.
looking at some people who tried everything to have child, and fail..
I think they gonna tell me I have no idea what a great blessing it is.

Parenthood is every bit as life changing as I expect. And more.
It is crazy but it is truly enlightening too.
I didn't know I would miss my baby that much every time I am out working.
Yet when I am home, sometimes I was so tired I wish he would just go for a nap instead of wanting to play.

It's still a crazy ride now. I hardly have time to digest.
Most of the time I just survive the day.
But having a child, it forces you to rethink your life direction.
it forces you to look far ahead.

And this is why I am back writing.
I feel like I need to write. So my mind will flow again.
After that long hiatus.. I want to write again.
Not sure if this will continue. But every book starts with the first word, the first sentence.

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