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The Return of the Internet

The earthquake in Taiwan was in many ways eye-opener. We are helplessly counting on internet nowadays. It's a fact. I am not working at Reuters or Bloomberg and even I was left devastated. Two days without internet at the office.

No google = no information = no idea = no result.

Of course sometimes when there is internet, you could still end up with no result heh. Too much entertainment means too little work done.

Will be going to Bangkok tomorrow.. Let's just hope that it's going to be fun.

Been feeling bad this last few days. So it's true after all that I have not tried hard enough to make things work for both of us. And I am glad that you said it yourself. Coz when it's you who said it, I simply have to accept it. So I can only swallow the bitter pill of truth.

I looked at myself last night and told myself: "You know what, you are a bad lover after all" Good that I never lost my smile =D

And it's funny that I too thought that you have not appreciated me enough. Well.. we did not even have enough luck to get this going, so it seems. Nothing was ever enough. But of course by the rule of the game, it's all about me not trying enough. Not that all these matter. Let's just wait and see. I believe that I have not missed the best and neither had you. The best is yet to come!

A bit down, a bit sad.. but I told myself that I have been fortunate. God has taken care of my family and this little setback in love life is all too minor. Someone is hurting, someone is lost, someone is jobless elsewhere. I pray that they too find their happiness. Because life itself.. to live.. is such a great thing ;)

And yes.. my centre of joy will forever be my sweet savior.

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