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Hati Sbagai Hamba

inilah yang kupunya..
hati sbagai hamba,
yang mau taat dan setia padamu Bapa.

kemana pun kubawa,
hati yang menyembah..
dalam roh dan kebeneran, sampai slamanya.

This song has been my favorite song, lyric-wise.
It is the song I will sing everytime I feel mistreated, or angry.
Especially when it involves my fellow church mates.
In all honesty, church is not much different from working place.

Let me rephrase this:
adults church is not much different from working place.

We bring what we have learned in our workplace to the church.
We operate church like an enterprise.
But this song.. it reminds me that after all.. I am only His servant.
This is a lesson I keep learning, now and then.

Because my ego is not dead yet. Neither is my pride.
I am battling them every day.
Sometimes I lose. Sometimes I win.

So when I am on the verge of losing.. I will sing this song.
This is all I have Lord.
The heart of a servant.
And all I really want.. is to obey and be faithful to my Father.

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