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benkyooo!!

hoho it's 3.11 am and i am awake, studying ^^
woot.. this feels like NUS' final exam time.

you are no longer blinking down there in this little window.
that's the difference. =)

i got M5 exam, was almost going to let it fail last night.
it's suppose to be a relatively easy one but,
i just didn't have the spirit to do it last night.

so the only thing i could do was to read psalm,
cried out to God..
and the next thing i know..
i am red hot today. ;)

spent the whole afternoon studying at Mr Tea.
at one time, there were four gals sitting behind me.
and the prettiest (and hottest) among them,
was telling her friends how she had atttempted suicide for couple of time.

my bro said i should have turned to them and preached to them.
i suppose i really should have done that heh.
ONE MORE PERSON FOR JESUS!!

whether i pass tomorrow.. i dunno.
but i remember this sentence i learned last year.

with God, i make no provision for failure.

as for the house finding,
lydia just forwarded an interesting prospect (thx lyd!!)
so i will see tomorrow,
and in faith, i will find ourselves a nice home.

as for 'that guy' who has been the reason for the mess in my head,
i have chosen to release forgiveness and blessing.

what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
iwan told me his company's vice president quoted this when he visited their HK branch for some pep talk.
he was working in Soc Generale, that big French bank that recently suffered big loss thanks to one man swindling action.

when i think of how such a big company, with so many highly talented people,
could also suffer such loss,
indeed in this life, something gotta give.
and in learning, you gotta lose some.

jinsei dakara.. omoshiroi da ne

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