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After all..

Sometimes I would desperately question God,
why my life has never been too lucky.

I know it's a stupid question but..
sometimes it feels kinda annoying heh.

At times, it's the little case of not winning any of the 25 lucky draw given out by my previous company while the staff were only about 35 people.

Or having to suffer from stomachache and stay inside the hotel room in KL on the nite everyone were attending my dad's company's DnD. Again, I missed out on the lucky draw.

I almost believe that I will never win any 4D or lucky draw or beautiful lady.

And when it comes to this property job,
so many times that I was so close to something that was so good and..
well.. for one reason or another,
I just didn't get the deal.

Anything that's too good to be true, won't happen to me.
That's the point, basically.

But strangely,
if I were to look at the whole big picture of my life.
to look back and to summarise it..

I can only say that I am one damn fortunate person.

I almost never get anything great freely.
But great things take place in my life.

God never fails to come and rescue and heal me.
He never fails to provide and protect.
And it's not just some cheap Christian sweet words.

It's a testimony from a prodigal son.

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