..my battle stance..

I am 27!!!!! Woohoo.. Not as bad as being 30 like Bonar heh, but still that's kinda like the wrong side of 20s. Before getting onto my bday speech.. let me thank this year's midnite troop first. So my super huge thanks to Jennita, Elisa, Rancu, Devi, Anita, Cuy2, Wawan, Andreas for all your effort to give me a memorable bday. That was really sweet and wonderful =) I thought I will never eat bday meesua here. Thanks to the SMSes and online messages as well to all my friends.. And to all Fa Blessed members.. love you all. Oh and of course.. thanks to Devi for this special pic of A-a-aragaki Yui. My heart skips a beat seeing this pic ^^ Most of you were wishing for me to meet my life partner. But apparently.. I will have to make you wait. Not because I am under the illusion that I will find someone like Yui, I asssure you =P Though I have seen an ordinary girl more special than her =) My birthday prayer this year is.. my parents' health. And if there is another wish.. that wud...

It's still interesting to revisit this clip, and have few good laughs. She never fails to amuse me ^^

pertolonganku datang dariMu.. peganglah tanganku.. jangan lepaskan. Kaulah harapan.. dalam hidupku. ini lagu bagus bgt somehow.. sekalipun benernya nadanya cukup pasaran. tapi its really-really nice and i kept listening to it. sekalipun cuman bisa dgr dari imeem. yg nyanyi tuh si Widya senior aka Sari Simorangkir huehehe. since Pak Niko lagi hobi sama lagu2 buatan Sari.. kynya ini kesempatan Widya utk dktin pak Djo, sapa tau Wid.. diajak rekaman album simphony ^^ i know i have said this before tapi.. i kinda miss Meli's voice hehe. uda lama ga jadi singer nya WL yg satu ini. ternyata setelah jadi WL bbrp kali.. i can conclude that jadi singer itu enak nyanyi karaoke jg enak tapi jadi WL itu.. stress... @_@

Watched this movie, mainly because of her. Liu Yi Fei is like one of the prettiest China artists around in wuxia costume. She doesn't look that good in the pic but she is smashing in the movie. Story-wise.. er.. let's just say that I am not buying the idea that those Chinese characters could somehow speak English out of the blue. But it's entertaining. And my verdict on Jet Li- Dicky Cheung is still the best monkey king! ^^ Speaking of monkey..

You'll always be a part of me, I'm a part of you indefinitely Girl, don't you know you can't escape me? Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby And we'll linger on, time can't erase a feeling this strong No way, you're never gonna shake me Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

I don't understand those Americans, how could they be so heartless they kick out a girl who sold her horse to take part in the competition. But I will be equally heartbroken if the other blonde were to go tonite heh. So yeah.. as Simon said, her time was up. But hey.. why not jason?? =P Just so that the horse feels lil bit better. And as for the competition, it's quite obvious that the Double D have 80% chance of making it to the Final Two. When that happens, I hope the little D win.. not because he sings better.. but because he looks more sincere than the big D. Big D can have his recordings, concerts and all the glamour afterwards. He already acts like a star anyway. So this rather meaningless title.. let the little D have it lah ^^

An interesting book that I may want to read. A couple of questions from the book that you may want to answer yourselves If what you are doing now does not make money for you, would you still do it? What do you really want to do in life and why are you not doing it now? My answer to the first question? NO!!!! ^^ The second one? Hm.. good question. =D

stranded in this barren desert, walking unknowingly, anywhere, whereever.. i am watching people after people, finding their ways and settle down but where shall i rest my hope? only this soul keep singing.. savior.. He can move the mountain. my God is mighty to save..

ini titel album yg di post owen kemaren di facebook. hebat jg wen.. you could always find time to do such wonderful stuff haha. jadi nostalgic neh. oh my goodness.. jadi pengen nyanyi.. Yesterdayyy..... most memorable christmas dinner.. our subroto family.. and you..

A good movie.. Though may not necessarily be good for me to watch heh. It reminds me of things. Three ladies, three stories. "Why you never told me?" she asked "Because.. you never seem to be interested in me.." he replied. I love that part. Also the part when the girl said, "It's not the question of who.. but when.." Definitely, maybe. That guy missed so many chances, but at the end.. he still found his way back to her. I dunno if I have such opportunity. I don't think so. Three.. And now.. none.

going to sleep soon.. listening to the song "who am i" by casting crowns for one last time. spoke to dian about the worship leading stuff.. God... i leave tomorrow's session to You. after all.. I am Yours. so God.. let's have a good Sunday tomorrow =) to the one I have wounded, whether I mean it or I don't. no excuse here. only appology. gomen ne.. and the good friend who i have chance talking to lately.. i truly enjoy spending time and talking to you. though such opportunity will be rare in future =P i thought you are one of the best.. as good as any of them.. really. and to another good friend who i have not spent time with lately.. glad to know we are still on the same wavelength somehow. oh yes and we are still walking by faith, even if they have all started something, and give birth to another thing =P you too.. are one of the best and one of a kind. i am not sure why i write the last three paragraphs =P not sure if any of you would get it, but it's okay ...

be my everything

went to planet shakers today.. have always wanted to see them live, to understand how they draw the crowds.. and how they pull off that song calls "Majesty". they sang my fave song "Rain Down" and the atmosphere was just awesome. Though I thought it was somewhat not as memorable as the moment when Darlene sang a simple "Lord I give you my life" at the Indoor Stadium.. God's presence simply overwhelmed the stadium and.. oh well.. these people are amazing. it's amazing how God uses them. have a somewhat mixed mood at the moment. there are certain things that i totally dislike in communication. in the way someone say something. and that is one of the reasons why i can so clearly say that i know i won't get into relationship with certain people. because i simply can't tolerate that stuff. i know some mean people who don't behave that way. and some nice people who somehow just love to do that. strange..

When they say "I love you forever" sometimes I wonder if they know how long 'forever' is. Coz I don't. I only know that humans don't live forever. If anything.. only God knows what 'forever' means. Anyway.. Anita's bro, also named David, was with us last night. He had flown back to Japan early morning. Noticed that we have so many things in common. Most importantly, we both lovee Japan. And it got me thinking..'hey.. I could have walked that path" I wonder if I had planned it differently, if I had studied hard for the Japan scholarship nine years ago and got in, it would have been better. But then.. it just goes to show how brilliant God is. I believe that despite our similarities.. we are walking very different paths not by coincidence or failure. It's perfectly in His plan. And I believe it couldn't have been any better. I remember this part of the Three Kingdom movie where Luo Ping An (played by Sammo Hung), told Zhi Long (Andy ...

I was expecting great tactics and twists.. only to find the movie inferior to "Battle of Wits", also played by Andy Lau. It's not that bad.. even if it deviates from the original novel almost entirely. But it lacks something.. i dunno. Andy Lau himself, to me, was only outstanding when he portrayed the old Zhao Zhi Long. He had that great smile that most heroes had in the face of their final battle. The image of him riding the horse, wielding his majestic spear, charging alone towards the sea of soldiers- that was probably the only part where my heart was stirred and thought "this is truly befitting the invincible tiger general, Zhao Zhi Long". He was cool when he said that line "I am Zhao Zhi Long from Chang Shan.. I am the guardian of Phoenix Height."

Lani asked me.. why did you join the ministry? It reminds me of the time when I was like.. 13/14 yrs old? I would attend the youth service at my mum's church. I would steal a glance now and then at Pauline, the sweet keyboardist there. Oh.. that's not the point. Well.. I would come on time and leave on time. I wasn't interested to stay for a chat, let alone ministry. The church workers there would always try to talk to me and make me join their activities. But I would always have excuses. So much like some of the youth we are trying to invite to our cellgroups. And now? I am no longer teenager and here I am, serving in youth ministry, joining these group of activists I used to avoid when I was a teenager myself. I can't really remember why I changed. But I am glad I did. Because only then did I realise.. Only when you start serving that you truly know what it means to be a Christian. And only then did I understand.. that we Christians are not always better or kinder peo...