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"Let's take a stroll."

"Bad idea".

She lowered her head.

"Alright..." I gave in. With a soft kiss on her forehead.

"Why.." she stared at me.

"My love is as simple as this."

She sighed. We walked.

Words of two weary lovers. Words we learn as we turn into adults.

"I know you don't like to take this walk." her tone was apologetic.

"You don't know my price..."This time I sighed. She certainly never thought of this matter.

"Your price..?"

I nodded. Subtlety were not her forte. So I took her tiny hand. And I kissed lightly.

"Hmm..?"

"But never mind that. My love is as simple as this."

She sighed again. She still didn't get it.
"I haven't changed you know."

"Me too.. "

"Do you know how our future would have been?"

Finally a good question. I like that.
That's better than asking me what's my plan for our future.

"It would have been a story. Maybe not your dream story. A good one nonetheless.."

"Will you make me cry?"

"I might. Maybe I will. But my tear and blood will be the first to drop."

"Why can't we have a smooth ride?"

I kissed her forehead.. softly. Maybe for one last time. Maybe for everlasting.

"All I can promise you is this.. My love for your will always be as simple as this."

And with that I rested my thirty three years old soul.

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