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mengapa Tuhan menciptakan lalat (MTML) part 2

iya.. mengapa?
kalo dipikir2.. byk hal yg terjadi dalam hidup, yg rasanya..
koq ky ujungnya ky ga ngerti jg dimana enaknya?
ga penting gituu Tuhan, ky lalat.

memang 80-90% dr kejadian yg kita alami itu.. akan dimengerti satu hari nanti.
yg jenis2 kecoa. ga enak tp trnyata utk tujuan indah.
dan mgkn hanya butuh lalui 1-2 musim utk dimengerti.

"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." - Soren Kierkegaard.

Begitu kata si org bijak.
tapi  ada segelintir kejadian dlm hidup yg ga akan bs dijelaskan.
ada kehilangan yg tak akan bisa tergantikan.
ada luka yg tak akan bisa hilang.

Lalu.. mengapa?
mgkn itulah sebabnya ada sebuah kitab unik terselip di diantara ke 66 kitab yg kita kenal dlm Alkitab.
kitab aneh ini ngga jelas secara timeline org2nya itu hidup di jaman apa.
ada yg bilang mrk hidup di jaman dinosaurus krn satu dan dua hints.
tp yg pasti mrk ga tersangkut-paut dgn karakter2 lain di dlm alkitab

Jaman skrg.. ada jg yg bilang kejadian dlm kitab itu ga akan trjadi lg pd org percaya.
Well.. memang proses terjadinya.. tidak akan bisa terjadi lagi.
dan mgkn.. ga akan ada org yg mengalami apa yg dialami si tokoh dlm kitab itu.
tapi dlm skala yg jauh lbh kecil.. kita alami hal yg serupa.


Ayub.

Betul, Tuhan menggantikan setiap kehilangan dia berkali2 lipat.
Tapi anak2 dia yg mati tetap mati. Hubungan dia sm istri nya? Ntahlah apa dipulihkan setelah itu.
Jika Ayub melihat ke blkg, apa yg dia lihat? Mengertikah dia?

Cuma satu hal yg dia pelajari lewat semua itu.
God's sovereignty.
Kedaulatan mutlak Tuhan.
Yg jauh diatas semua teologi, buku, teori, kotbah, dan akal manusia.

“Naked I came from my mother’s womb,
and naked I will return there.
Adonai gave; Adonai took;
blessed be the name of Adonai.” - Job

Ini kata2 ayub ketika dia baru ditimpa bencana. 
Ayub bukan org yg tidak mengerti kedaulatan Tuhan.
Ayub bukan org yg tidak mengenal Tuhan.
Dia itu kebanggaan nya Tuhan.

Hanya saja.. mengerti saja belum cukup. ternyata.
Lewat sakit, amarah, dan keremukan hati kita..
kita belajar menghidupi kedaulatan Tuhan.
kita menghidupi pengenalan kita akan Dia.

Yub.. Yub... 
Ngeblog si gampang, tp jalani nya..
Susah lohhh... -__-

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