So while I am currently looking up and down for enlightenment (which obviously isn't anywhere to be seen)..
I decided to look back. At right before this 5 years journey started.
It was 2008.
Someone got married that year.
So I wrote this as a parting memento.
But looking back now, 2008 seems like the Super Lite version of 2014 hah.
It's like 2014 Air.
Life is interesting that way.
And that's why journal-ing is so,so important in our spiritual life.
I just joined the real estate industry back then. Letting go my monthly paycheck.
And I made less than $10k that whole year.
So work-wise, it wasn't a great year either.
Oh and I got cheated 12.5k too that year haha -__-"
However.. God spoke that year.
So I wrote this and this .
Looking back to 2009.. I can only say "wow!".
The year 2009 was a breakthrough in many ways.
Both in my real estate work as well as in relationship matter. As some of my friends would know.
Always give that warm feeling whenever I think of that year.
Many of my close friends bought their first houses thru me that year.
Utterly and eternally grateful minna-san!
Fall 2009? That was really when the 'journey' well and truly began.
Looking back at my journal, I can only say that I am amazed.
Yes, it didn't work out the way it should have been.
But with all humility, I confess that I made a mess out of the blessing I received.
I learn so much, so late.
But because of what He spoke in 2008, somehow I always believed.
Though if He were to initiate change of direction,
who am I to say no right?
So.. 2014. It's almost a wrap now.
It's time to be still and listen.
What He is about to tell me.
About 2015, life, love, and above all.. Him.
So.. speak oh Lord,
We are listening =)
I decided to look back. At right before this 5 years journey started.
It was 2008.
Someone got married that year.
So I wrote this as a parting memento.
But looking back now, 2008 seems like the Super Lite version of 2014 hah.
It's like 2014 Air.
Life is interesting that way.
And that's why journal-ing is so,so important in our spiritual life.
I just joined the real estate industry back then. Letting go my monthly paycheck.
And I made less than $10k that whole year.
So work-wise, it wasn't a great year either.
Oh and I got cheated 12.5k too that year haha -__-"
However.. God spoke that year.
So I wrote this and this .
Looking back to 2009.. I can only say "wow!".
The year 2009 was a breakthrough in many ways.
Both in my real estate work as well as in relationship matter. As some of my friends would know.
Always give that warm feeling whenever I think of that year.
Many of my close friends bought their first houses thru me that year.
Utterly and eternally grateful minna-san!
Fall 2009? That was really when the 'journey' well and truly began.
Looking back at my journal, I can only say that I am amazed.
Yes, it didn't work out the way it should have been.
But with all humility, I confess that I made a mess out of the blessing I received.
I learn so much, so late.
But because of what He spoke in 2008, somehow I always believed.
Though if He were to initiate change of direction,
who am I to say no right?
So.. 2014. It's almost a wrap now.
It's time to be still and listen.
What He is about to tell me.
About 2015, life, love, and above all.. Him.
So.. speak oh Lord,
We are listening =)
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