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the multiplication equation

I just got myself a new iphun 6!
as we all know, S6 made a mess so obvious that I just can't give any justification not to switch from that Korean brand.
Oh well.. we are breaking up, android.
Moving on is tough ya.

Decided not to install twitter, fb, path, and even Line on this phone.
So far I survive.
Only whatsapp, IG, and other useful stuff like dropbox and evernote.
It feels so peaceful. No constant notification.
And I become less aware too of the ongoing social media 'exhibition of good life'.

social media is not the best place to learn 'gratefulness'.
you know what i mean.

at this phase of life, it is natural that we start taking stock.
so I do too. often. especially at night.

in physical and worldly sense, i suppose i only got five loaves and two small fishes.
certainly won't die of starving on my own.
but to meet the need of everyone and everything that matters in my life?
and there are also the issue of 'comparison' and 'expectation'.

''not good enough".

that would have been the verdict.
but I guess Jesus never do the math the way we do.
He never sees our asset vs liabilities as math or accounting problem I suppose.

So tonight I will try to imitate Him.
Here is the little that I have in my hands.
I give thanks to You, Abba, for these.
because in Your hands they are just more than enough. 

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