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Recap 2015 part 2

two days ago I attended a lunch meeting with some Christian friends.
as per usual SOP, once I tell them that I am a property agent, the next question will be,
'how was the property market this year?'

they were shocked when I told them plainly that I thought it was good.
personally, I consider it a fruitful year.
of course I have not reached 'top producer' level yet.
the elite group of agents who make hundreds of thousands a year.
but based on my personal history, I actually hit a new record in 2015.

so I learn that indeed he is God who provides.
on the year that I need extra resources to provide for the family need,
he sent me extra provision, just like that.
i did not do anything differently this year. yet He made all the differences.

a man has got to do what a man has got to do.
so being at peace with that.. I learn to embrace the challenge and battle that come my way.
i thank God for He sees that I am worthy of being entrusted with this fight.
and in closing some doors, He forced me to take a different path towards a greater view.

the world is vast.. and filled with enormous possibilities.
what we presumed to be the best possible script to happen in our lives,
may often be merely subplot to a grander scheme in His eyes.
and subplots are not meant to be the climax of any story.

I started 2015 with doubts.
doubt over my worth and determination.
I end 2015 with a restored confidence and steel.

In fact, a confidence greater than anything I ever had before.
A conviction greater than a 20 something David ever had.

as I type this post I finally realise what the year of restoration is all about for me
I kept asking myself..
what is the ultimate thing that God has restored for me in 2015?
Guess He just whispered the answer. :)

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