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Barusan tiba2 temen tanya,"eh denger2 si X lagi kejer si Y yah?"
ini temen yang nanya emank doyan gosip n suka ga reliable pula gosipnya haha.. lucu ^^ tapi gosip yang ini mungkin bener seh..
meskipun gua ga ngerti gimana si X bisa tau2 kejer si Y sementara berapa bulan yang lalu gua taunya dia kejer si.. katakanlah, A. dan setaon lalu dia kejer si.. B.

tapi mungkin tiap orang beda cara kerjanya.. and at least dia better dari gua yang bisa suka 2 orang di waktu yang sama =) tapi intinya bukan soal si X seh..

cuma tadi kok maseh ada rasa 'deg..' waktu dia bilank ada yang kejer si Y. seperti kemaren juga ada rasa begitu waktu liat si Y.
jadi bertanya sendiri..
apa itu karena masih cinta.. atau hanya rasa ngga rela.. ngga rela kehilangan rasa suka itu.. ngga rela kaya skrg yang istilahnya, uda sampe satu kartupun ngga ada di tangan. emptyhanded.

in any case.. i find myself nyantai aja seh after that 'deg' =)
mungkin ini epek karena terlalu senenk tadi sukses mecahin masalah yang begitu 'mendepresikan'.. programming that is ^^

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