26-62

Woah.. blogging is a luxury nowadays. And when I eventually got myself to sit down and blog.. I dunno what to say anymore -_-

So many things have taken place.. but looking at the big picture, nothing much have really changed.

Btw I like the preaching by ko Erwin last Sunday (ko Erwin is like one of my fave fulltimers in our church, besides ko Irwan btw ^^ ). It's a simple message that remind us to use our tongue wisely. There is power in our words. And when we speak them out with faith in God, our words can truly move the mountains and command the blessings.

Though I have listened to the same kind of message many times, and I know about the water thingy, still.. a message delivered in God's time will always be life changing. And I think, from my personal POV, the message truly awaken me.

I remember watching Al Gore's Inconvenient Truth last Thursday (a great movie, btw). He said that we have all it takes to stop global warming. Human have what it takes to save our own earth.

Similarly, we have what it takes to claim God's abundant blessing. God has given us everything we need to succeed. I started practicing this morning to speak out my faith in all the great things God has prepared for me, my family, our FA.

You see.. I was thinking.. at the age of 26, won't it be too early for me to throw in the towel and admit defeat?

When I turn 62 and I still can't find my pot of gold then.. yes.. I suppose I have to say I have failed to fulfill my dream.

But at 26.. I am not giving it up. And I choose to stand by youth idealism, instead of the adult skeptism. And I choose to be on my battle stance.

I am telling myself..
Twenty something is not the time to settle down and live with whatever you have.
Twenty something is time to wake up and fight for all you want in life.

So I reckon that now is a good time for me to read books such as "Wild at Heart". Linda recommended the book like 2/3 years ago but only now do I feel like ready to read it haha. Thx lyd for lending me ^^