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Ever wonder how it feels on a day..

when you feel that you have really tried your best to do what you have to do..
and eventually, you reach home to the realisation that..
none of these things were good enough..
and you are owing everyone and yourself a better performance..
everyone except God of course.

hm.. so on such a day..

it could be God's strange way of cheering you up..
by letting you cross path with the guy who walked away with more than 10k of your money.

i never ever ever saw this guy though i travel a lot in this little island.

but today.. suddenly there was this mini van.
with familiar company name on its back.
and very familiar handphone number.

for a moment i was excited..
without realising, I tailed him to AYE.. like HK action movie..
and after a while.. I slowed down.
wondering.. what do i do then if I manage to corner him?
demand a payment? say 'Hi'?

what's the purpose?

every time I thought of chasing him down..
I remember God's grace.. that if He were to chase me down for my mistakes..
I wouldn't be where I am today.

love is patient. love is kind.

Oh well.. =)

Comments

Jenita Darmento said…
kayak perumpamaan orng yg utang ke raja yah ko? hehehehe..
Jehovah Jireh ko.. =)
1:04 AM
phoenix chix said…
lol iya jen.. =)

amin..

Jehovah jireh, Jehova shalom.. =)
9:27 PM
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