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I miss tabulas's "currently listening to" feature.. anyway skrg lagi dengerin "Hebat"- nya tangga.. kau membuatku, merasa hebat... ^^
sebenernya personil2 tangga itu ga keren2 bgt seh.. ky penyanyi2 kafe yg kita sering liat.. maybe it's fate, ato erm.. hardwork.. anyway their songs are nice kok.

jadi pengen lanjutin khayalan tadi siang =) on second thot.. laen kali deh =D

'mungkin butuh kursus merangkai kata, untuk bicara, dan aku benci harus jujur padamu.. tentang semua ini'- pelangi di matamu

aneh juga.. waktu dulu sma, 'love' was all about that stupid phone call, and letters, and valentine's choc. jadi inget dulu, pas ikut LDK, somehow had a crush on anak kelas 3 smp. maseh inget namanya, carmelia!! heuehehe. pas itu 2 sma seh. trus yah..biasa d.. sesama cowo di kelas.. joked about it and all that. then tau2 satu hari ketemu dia, dia tersenyum malu2 gitu. uda mencium bau2 ga beres seh. ternyata the day before, my classmates rembukan ngarang surat cinta atas nama gua !@$%#. kata mrk seh bakti buat ketua kelas mrk @@ it was one of cinta monyet seh but ada hikmahnya.. sejak itu tiap kali kalo ada soal pg dan ga bisa jwb.. selalu pilih C. en C itu sering happen to be the answer, pshychological kali yah, soal susah jawabannya suka yg tengah2.

kynya kelas 2 itu taon palink penuh hal2 lucu, duduk di samping temen ce yang ngobat, trus temen2 ce yang taroh contekan di paha !@#$ pelem banget. maen kartu di kelas n anak2 co nya jg yg cacat2 tapi well.. they r nice ppl actually.. cuman di pergaulan yg salah.

n another time wkt jenny tiba2 becanda told me 'eh si mira mao nonton ama loe thu katanya'.. n sementara mira nya kelabakan, i blushed =P tapi dunno how to react. stupid hor. well mira itu a nice girl seh, okay she's pretty ^^ tapi dulu ko ga suka ya.

napa ya.. tiba2 inget kelas 2-4.. dngan wali kelas nya pak gultom, guru bio orang batak yang gayanya ga terlalu cowo, n anak2 yang despite gaya mrk dsb.. they were worried for their grades too. kelas 2 juga waktu gua sakit parah sampe ga skolah 2 bulan. masih inget banget wkt masuk.. sir effendy si guru inggris bilank 'uda kamu ga usa ulangan susulan, saya kasi angka 9 aja langsung di raport'..
bukan bangga seh yg terbersit.. cuman rasa haru yg ga ketara.. kynya Tuhan bae banget sampe dapat kepercayaan guru2 itu. en rasa sesal yg ga ketara wkt inget how i wasted my NUS time. kynya mengkhianati setiap guru n temen2 sma yang wished me well and believed that i would succeed di sini. sigh..

of course kelas 2 jg wktnya kerusuhan mei. i thought that was the worst thing my family would experience.. betapa salahnya ^^

eniwei lagi plan bikin cerpen.. tapi kalo pikir love story wkt sma.. honestly i really lacked the experience deh =( i know temen2 kuliah ga akan percaya, but i studied too much wkt skolah dulu =(

'tak ayal tingkah lakumu, buatku putus asa.. kadang akal sehat ini, tak cukup membendungnya'- manusia bodoh

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