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Carrying You

This is a story that my friend said has been around for quite a while
http://www.honeymoon-forever.com/carry-you.html

But I never read it and if you never read it, read it first. As usual, whenever the story cause my tears to drop, it's considered good story for me =D It's so touching, or maybe I am just too soft for this. I wanted to put it in the youth newsletter but dian thought the theme is too mature, well I agree actually.

Call me weird, but my very concern when it comes to relationship is not how to get into one but how to keep one. I know, for a 25 yrs old guy who hasn't got into any relationship for 5 years, I should actually be more concerned with the first problem. Yet.. I fear for my ability to remain faithful instead. So the question has always been "can this girl keep me faithful for the rest of my life?" instead of "will she fall for me?" !@#$

Anyway.. after reading the story, I told myself that if one day I really settle down, got married to a nice girl and probably have a kid, and I reach a point where I have a feeling for another woman, I would do what that guy in the story do haha..

I would carry you in my arms into the house the day we got married, and I will carry you out of the house, every time I feel like leaving that house and family. So that I will remember your scent, your touch, your everything that caused me to once made that wedding vow. Realizing that I do.. cheris you.. ^^

Comments

crossing the river said…
in reality..it will be a very torturing moment when you have feeling for other than your spouse

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