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wo xiang yao de an jing

why must I bid you farewell honorably?
all i ask for is to let me walk away in silence.

this kind of heart, this kind of generosity,
i am not born with.

no it's not broken,
half this heart is just not beating well.

if i say few nice parting words,
will that makes you remember me better?

well if 'few nice words' are all that matter in the end,
maybe what i need is a greeting card

actually it don't matter how you remember 'us',
because i think 'we' don't matter much to begin with

and it don't matter if i am wrong,
because being right doesn't change a thing.

why must i sing you a happy song?
all i ask for is to let me sing this song to myself

***yeah the first few words are shamelessly taken from 'an jing'.. but at least i think the following are pretty much on their own. one day i will come back to these words, make them chinese, and make a song out of it. So God.. a partner who plays keyboard please ^^ ***

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