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last day x last present x distant smiles

yeahh!! finally.. my last day at my office. this part of my life.. this period where i am working here.. is called.. "Nap".
gonna miss my nap time, gonna miss these nice and laidback people.
thank God for all this and I pray that my company will go from strength to strength, get IPO.. n conquer Adobe Acrobat ^^

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i felt like walking in the memory lane these few days. it was juanni on sunday and yesterday, it was babi and her sister, via.
they were on transit here for one day so i met up with them at lucky plaza's mc donald n had gud time chatting, with via especially.
i realised that while i still think that via is an attractive person, i no longer had any special feeling and neither did she. so time really changes things.

but it was a lil different with babi coz after all.. she was babi..
even though i said it differently, even though i told her that i didn't see us being together..
so knowing that she was already engaged and was getting married.. well.. i must say it felt a lil bit awkward for me.

she would still call me bek2 and i would still call her babi but we both know that some things were already gone, forever.
hence our distant smiles that felt nostalgic to me..

so in the most nostalgic way, she gave me a lil doraemon magnet she got from 7-11. her presents have always been those lil things that some people may call childish but i call them 'sincere'.

so time doesn't really change everything.

and with that, the cycle is completed.

we are on our way.. i dunno where i am heading. alex asked me if i am pursuing someone at the moment lol.. well lex.. not at the moment, ask me again three months later =P.. but i will support u bro, whoever u r pursuing ^^

at the moment, i only feel that i owe my life some upgrading effort. and i want to experience greater things with God.

this part of my life, it's called 'rising'..

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