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saturday nite, random talk

and my saturday is gone, havent done anything on my project. i need to be gungho tomorrow, really need to.. I wonder how I could cure my procastinating disease.

am chatting with fish liver oil and she was saying something tat shocked me:
"hey its our one year anniversary"

no lah.. we got to know each other on japn trip last year this period. japan spring season.
that's it.

having said that.. i do miss japan. alot....

have also been thinking a lot.. bout people's expectation on us. have you ever thought of how you could spend your sunday-saturday not being your own? like.. you don't get to go out there n be yourself, 100%? i dunno..

is that bcoz ur true self will not be that likeable? or is that bcoz u have not found the rite place where u belong?

maybe 20 something is the period where u really think about such stuff.

when u were kid, as a blogger said, u were sure what you want to be. a policeman, a doctor, whatever. u change ur mind at times but u were sure of it. but now.. u r not really sure. its not just about our job. its about where we are, where we are heading, etc. bcoz kids dun care about limitation. but adults.. we think of limitation before we talk about aspiration.

there are people who would never like us.
companies which would never hire us.
and all kind of limitation. this world is indeed getting smaller as we grow up.

rite.. enuf of that.

the song '10 years' came to mind when i was bathing hah. its a nice song. its kinda saying (if im not wrong),
'10 years ago.. we don't know each other, we walk on our separate path. 10 years later.. we are still friends, but we can no longer find the reason to embrace each other.'

i'm not really sure which part of life i prefer.

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