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gudness i've been itching and scratching like monkey for three or four days.. that's it!! my first found new year resolution:
i shall drink no more than two glasses of whatever alcoholic at one time!!
not that i like alcohol that much.. bleah..

okay.. i do like cocktails, champagne, ice wine, and barleys but.. i can live without them ^^

are you still touched when you realize that God has prepared for your tiniest need every day? i was without umbrella yesterday and it rained so hard as i came out of the mrt. i met mbun to get a dvd and he asked me how would i get a cab. before i knew it, my mouth has uttered out 'we'll see'.
and as i walked away.. it crossed my mind 'He will provide'
but moments later, i stood there, feeling hopeless. no taxis around and rightly so, that place was never a taxi stand. surely a pretty girl can bet on a chance that a desperate guy offering her to share umbrella but not the other way around @@.. so my only option was to walk home under the rain. as i was about to do that.. a cab stopped just in front of me and a guy came out. gudness.. i was so speechless. coincidence? maybe.. but i could almost heard Him whispering 'hey boy, told you so'

and if He remembers to prepare me that cab.. surely He will remember to prepare me that 'she'.. that's why i never made it my birthday wish to meet her any sooner. i'm still young anyway, as my 'wanderer' bro said it.. but when i do meet her, i will make it my birthday wish every year to see her feeling happy and loved each and every morning.. zutto zutto ^^ so dear God.. make me ready for her!!

i always imagine that she would be someone who would love to live in a modest village.. maybe we would run a modest shop there.. n in the morning we would teach the kids there.. i may not be a genius but i guess i'm not bad at teaching.
hey they can even learn some computing skills... though my skill may well be obsolete by then ^^
i have also dreamed of running an orphanage and i wonder if she'd like it..

and then i wake up.. back to coding and coding =D

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and they live happily ever after..
kirain upacara angkat saudara kita mau sambil minum arak? hahahha...ya udah kita minum teh aja, anyway gua juga ga kuat minum :P
phoenix chix said…
haha wait bro... gua belajar jurus duan yi dulu.. buat keluarin arak dari jari =P mgkn arak persahabatan won't hurt.. mgkn yg kmrn i drank was arak kesedihan =P

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