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I think.. my drawing has kinda improved a bit.. juzz a lil bit.. and that's after er.. 5 years of stagnancy? I have begun to draw again.. and learn to draw more complicated pose, then started looking at my own hands and try to draw different kind of hand pose whenever I get bored of coding. My boss pays me to draw crap all day haha.. but I am quite hardworking lah this week.. and my boss has football to thank for that rare workrate. I was ultra happy upon finding out that Arsenal won 2-0 against Juve. And suddenly I got the mood to work extra hard. He better pray that Arsenal win the Champions League. Awrite.. now I got too far.

In case you are a girl who like football and love cute footballers and you got tired of Beckham, I recommend you this boy: Cesc Fabregas.! He is not THAT handsome but I think he got personality. We gooners got a song for him:: He is only eighteen, He is better than Roy Keane!! Rite.. no offense to Man Utd fans hor.

Was reading linda's entry on 'sweet spot'. A great article. Well.. off the top of my head, I would say I enjoy these the most:
- draw
- write
- solve puzzle ^^
- psychology

The first three.. they are three things that can set my spirit ablaze, awaken that fire in my eyes. I would want to add 'fighting' but heh.. I think I have to really forget this one.

And there is a reason why I don't pursue any of them for career. To say that I have a limited talent would be irresponsible as I have never gone all out and stretch myself to the limit. So.. I dunno.. maybe I got what it takes, maybe I don't. But there is another reason.

I wrote in the youth newsletter about living your life by believing that you don't have much time to live. That other reason, is something that can only be tackled if I live that way. Some part of me wishes that God, or doctor, would tell me that I don't have much time to live. Ya.. I know.. stupid thought. But I really believe that only in this way could I really pursue what I want without doubt.

Coz everyone can tell you that cliche, live as if you would never see tomorrow. But how many of us can really do that? Coz deep down inside we know that we still got much time to live. It's like setting your alarm clock 15 minutes faster so that you would wake up earlier in the morning. It will only work one,two, or three days. Then your brain would adjust and that's it.

That's why I would write carpe diem everytime I write editorial. Again.. and again. Not to preach to anyone, more than anything, to remind myself. Teach me to number my days, Lord. That's one thing I really desire to learn.

Having said all that, I sort of always feel that I won't live for too long. Don't ask why ^^ That's why I need to go to Japan next week haha =D

Carpe Diem

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