Oh I can't believe this, me writing about my son and daughter in future =P
Sad to say but I am still having this doubt on having children. I prefered not to have children I guess. So far I have been scolded by different parties for having such thought. They say:
- Who would take care of you after you grow old? (though its not given that your kids will take care of you anyway)
- Your marriage will turn sour after years and kids will be important to give you that goal, that fresh problems, that achievement. (I admit defeat on this one)
One thing for sure: I like children. Otherwise orphanage won't be part of my little dream. So the reason of not having children is external rathar than internal one.
Now I am sort of neutral, I can picture myself having few kids. Eh but that's not the reason I started this post.
Actually many of my friends would have known by now that if I have a daughter, I would name her Audrey. Yes.. credit to Audrey Hepburn and another Audrey whom I once knew.
But I have not had the name for a son. Until this afternoon.
Re-read the book of Esther few hours ago and I decided that Mordecai was a courageous and righteous man. There is something special about him which I can't elaborate here (too long lah..). But basically, the first son, I think, will be named MORDECAI!! (sounds like merdeka )=P
You can call him Kai ^^
Sad to say but I am still having this doubt on having children. I prefered not to have children I guess. So far I have been scolded by different parties for having such thought. They say:
- Who would take care of you after you grow old? (though its not given that your kids will take care of you anyway)
- Your marriage will turn sour after years and kids will be important to give you that goal, that fresh problems, that achievement. (I admit defeat on this one)
One thing for sure: I like children. Otherwise orphanage won't be part of my little dream. So the reason of not having children is external rathar than internal one.
Now I am sort of neutral, I can picture myself having few kids. Eh but that's not the reason I started this post.
Actually many of my friends would have known by now that if I have a daughter, I would name her Audrey. Yes.. credit to Audrey Hepburn and another Audrey whom I once knew.
But I have not had the name for a son. Until this afternoon.
Re-read the book of Esther few hours ago and I decided that Mordecai was a courageous and righteous man. There is something special about him which I can't elaborate here (too long lah..). But basically, the first son, I think, will be named MORDECAI!! (sounds like merdeka )=P
You can call him Kai ^^
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