Bleah..

Didn't blog much lately, other than some references to this and that, not because I have nothing to say, just that I can't understand what and how I feel lately. I can't quite tell whether I am happy or sad, content or discontent.

Jio Mbun for buffet tomorrow, not because I so much crave for buffet.. heck I will be just as happy to settle for Seoul Garden, which was a place we often visited few years ago. I just want to.. I don't know what I want either. Maybe stuffing myself would help lessen the anxiety. My digestion system will have to work so hard that my brain will switch off for a while.. so the theory goes.

It's like you got so much to say yet you don't know what to say. You want to break loose but.. break loose from what? I don't know. But I know that if I got a car and driving license with me now, I would speed down the road to.. I don't know, somewhere, anywhere.

I remember sometimes ago I wrote almost identical thing. I was still working in my previous company, which means it was more than a year ago. The same feeling. I don't like it.

It's good to know that God remains assured in the midst of my uncertainty. That helps.